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The True Meaning of Christmas
In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and
just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from
three months to seven years; their sister was two.
Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they
heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide
under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that
he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either.
If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I
certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand
new and then put on my best homemade dress. I loaded them into the rusty old
51 Chevy and drove off to find a job.
The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town.
No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I
tried to convince whomever would listen that I was willing to learn or do
anything. I had to have a job. Still no luck.
The last place we went to, just a few miles out of town, was an old Root Beer
Barrel drive-in that had been converted to a truck stop. It was called the
Big Wheel. An old lady named Granny owned the place and she peeked out of
the window from time to time at all those kids. She needed someone on the
graveyard shift, 11 at night until seven in the morning. She paid 65 cents an
hour and I could start that night.
I raced home and called the teenager down the street that baby-sat for people.
I bargained with her to come and sleep on my sofa for a dollar a night. She
could arrive with her pajamas on and the kids would already be asleep. This
seemed like a good arrangement to her, so we made a deal.
That night when the little ones and I knelt to say our prayers we all thanked
God for finding Mommy a job. And so I started at the Big Wheel. When I got
home in the mornings I woke the baby-sitter up and sent her home with one
dollar of my tip money-fully half of what I averaged every night. As the weeks
went by, heating bills added a strain to my meager wage. The tires on the old
Chevy had the consistency of penny balloons and began to leak. I had to fill
them with air on the way to work and again every morning before I could go
home. One bleak fall morning, I dragged myself to the car to go home and found
four tires in the back seat. New tires! There was no note, no nothing, just
those beautiful brand new tires.
Had angels taken up residence in Indiana? I wondered.
I made a deal with the owner of the local service station. In exchange for
his mounting the new tires, I would clean up his office. I remember it took
me a lot longer to scrub his floor than it did for him to do the tires. I
was now working six nights instead of five and it still wasn't enough.
Christmas was coming and I knew there would be no money for toys for the
kids. I found a can of red paint and started repairing and painting some old
toys. Then I hid them in the basement so there would be something for Santa
to deliver on Christmas morning. Clothes were a worry too. I was sewing
patches on top of patches on the boys pants and soon they would be too far
gone to repair. On Christmas Eve, the usual customers were drinking coffee
in the Big Wheel. These were the truckers, Les, Frank, and Jim, and a state
trooper named Joe.
A few musicians were hanging around after a gig at the Legion and were
dropping nickels in the pinball machine. The regulars all just sat around
and talked through the wee hours of the morning and then left to get home
before the sun came up.
When it was time for me to go home at 7:00 A.M. on Christmas morning, I
hurried to the car. I was hoping the kids wouldn't wake up before I
managed to get home and get the presents from the basement and place them
under the tree. We had cut down a small cedar tree by the side of the road
down by the dump. It was still dark and I couldn't see much, but there appeared to be some dark shadows in the
car-or was that just a trick of the night?
Something certainly looked different, but it was
hard to tell what. When I reached the car I peered warily into one of the side
windows Then my jaw dropped in amazement. My old battered Chevy was filled
full to the top with boxes of all shapes and sizes. I quickly opened the
driver's side door, scrambled inside and kneeled in the front facing the back
seat.
Reaching back, I pulled off the lid of the top box. Inside was a whole case of
little blue jeans, sizes 2-10! I looked inside another box: It was full of
shirts to go with the jeans. Then I peeked inside some of the other boxes:
There was candy and nuts and bananas and bags of groceries. There was an
enormous ham for baking, and canned vegetables and potatoes. There was pudding
and Jell-O and cookies, pie filling and
flour. There was a whole bag of laundry supplies and cleaning items. And there
were five toy trucks and one beautiful little doll. As I drove back through
empty streets as the sun slowly rose on the most amazing Christmas Day of my
life, I was sobbing with gratitude. And I will never forget the joy on the
faces of my little ones that precious morning.
Yes, there were angels in Indiana that long-ago December. And they all hung
out at the Big Wheel Truckstop.
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